Tonight I Will Dream of You

Tonight I will dream of you, your hands, your mouth, your body. Tonight you will be a slave for my mind, you will be at my mercy. Tonight I will dream of you and my dreams will be so intense that the moon will be jealous of me, her blue light will shine down enviously…

My Reasons

Why can’t anyone see? I am not ok, I am not well… I am trying to scream out trying to call out… I have no reasons to feel this way, I have no need for your help, I have the perfect life. This is what you say. But I need help, for reasons I do…

Rearview Mirror

Will it forever be this way? Me, driving down these same old roads at night, my white blue lights shinning in the darkness and in the rearview mirror your lights shining behind me? It is only by chance, I know, you are not interested in chasing me but I am becoming dependent on seeing you…

Ripped

I wish I could live life ripped in pieces, then I would be the real me. A mosaic of ripped flesh and exposed bone casually walking down the street. If you rip away my smile, a sour pout will be behind it, rip the laughter along with it, there appear the incoherent sobs. Rip that…

Life’s Roadmaps

Three seconds old your first breath cold and sterile the hands that touch you are covered in latex; in a naked cry you came into the world. Five years old your worries are simple; your favorite color, the playground swings at recess, the monsters hidden in your closet, under your bed. Now you are thirteen,…

Drive

Look at me, my body is a curved road for your soul to drive through demanding speed and agility causing exhilaration to pump in your veins. Feel me, my skin is a dangerous road beneath your tires feel their thread on the surface as you shift into gear Feel the adrenaline as you take each…

Perpetual

For how long will our love burn for? Tell me the longevity of it, this love affair we have. It is my food, my breath, my water. It is the gasoline to my drive I am wrapped in its beauty. It is exquisite, elegant and succulent It is the sugar in my coffee I crave…

Burned

Fire Hot, burning fire liquid fire you have poured down my throat. Acid acrid hate you forced down into my heart. My hands are immobilized my feet can not move. My breath is gone my chest has a million pounds on it. Betrayal eats flesh like sulfuric acid melting it away. Your hands are the…

The Night

Another night has fallen on me, I feel it’s weight on my small body It’s darkness drapes over me it covers my mouth, it suffocates me. And though I still live I feel lifeless as night takes me to its deep dungeon and rips away in my sleep the hopes that I have left my…

My Universe

There is that feeling again like I carry the emptiness of the world inside of me Spatial voids accumulating one by one inside my chest Darkness, silence, death… ____________________________________________ Look into my eyes, look into the abyss. So vast, and black, you will see nothing. The black will swallow you whole Become part of my…

Gravity

I am up in the clouds thinking about you Gravity has failed me, I drift with the wind current Just wondering Dreaming like dreamers do I am floating without control Gravity has failed me, soon I will be lost And I’m wondering Dreaming like dreams do You were suppose to catch me as I came…

Ocean Wave

How long does it take for ocean waves to reach their journey’s end? I am an ocean wave that is tossed by the strong wind, the currents beneath me push me on towards the shore. I am pulled and stretched over the dark waters that lay underneath, I do not know what monsters are waiting…