Longing

Wanting you is pain;  a fervent need coursing through my veins,  burning, consuming, devouring,  annihilating my every thought.     Desiring you is swallowing acid, eating through my flesh  leaving me raw and exposed vulnerable to the elements.   Longing for you  is like contemplating a storm that approaches, it brings dread, dark clouds and violent…

Gravity

I am up in the clouds thinking about you Gravity has failed me, I drift with the wind current Just wondering Dreaming like dreamers do I am floating without control Gravity has failed me, soon I will be lost And I’m wondering Dreaming like dreams do You were suppose to catch me as I came…

If Only

If only it was like before Simple, easy, natural It was like breathing Something that came by instinct. If only it was like once ago So much happiness and love Our thoughts could be shared without penalty Our minds were always the same. A fog has fallen over our love, It swallowed it made it…

The Actress

I put myself in order before leaving the house this morning, the pieces of a puzzle to make my exterior look acceptable while my insides bleed. I strive to deceive the world, to not let them see the real picture that lies inside of me, the rivers of misery I keep tucked back behind my…

Sad Poetry

I have written too many sad poems. My life has become a novel that tells a tragic tale. Sad words have hung themselves as tapestries from the ceiling casting ghostly shadows on the walls. The tears that have fallen in the years now make the floor boards slippery with stale memories from the past. Nostalgia looks…

Flooded

“Everything will be ok”, so you said. But somehow I knew nothing would be. I was left in the dark as you exited my life Only thunder lit up the space I was in. Rain started falling drops fell, crashed loudly on the floor. They hit my skin violently, like angry watery cold fists. I…